{"id":2004,"date":"2026-02-21T11:27:32","date_gmt":"2026-02-21T11:27:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/?p=2004"},"modified":"2026-02-21T11:27:32","modified_gmt":"2026-02-21T11:27:32","slug":"i-grew-up-believing-i-was-too-different-to-ever-be-fully-loved","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/?p=2004","title":{"rendered":"I grew up believing I was \u201ctoo different\u201d to ever be fully loved."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I grew up believing I was \u201ctoo different\u201d to ever be fully loved.<br \/>\nUntil God brought him back into my life.<\/p>\n<div class=\"code-block code-block-4\"><\/div>\n<p>My name is Eliza Monroe. I was born with albinism.<br \/>\nBecause of how I looked, my biological parents chose not to raise me. I entered the foster system before I ever learned what the word belonging meant.<\/p>\n<div class=\"code-block code-block-5\"><\/div>\n<p>When I was five, I lived in a children\u2019s adoption center. One afternoon, the staff planned a small pretend wedding to make us laugh. Paper decorations. Nervous smiles.<br \/>\nCaleb was the boy standing next to me.<\/p>\n<div class=\"code-block code-block-6\"><\/div>\n<p>At the time, it meant nothing.<br \/>\nSoon after, we were adopted by different families, sent to different states, and life quietly pulled us apart.<\/p>\n<div class=\"code-block code-block-7\"><\/div>\n<p>As I grew older, my appearance followed me everywhere. Dating was painful. I was often made to feel like love was something people had to look past in order to choose me.<br \/>\nI prayed many nights, asking God if He had created me by mistake.<\/p>\n<div class=\"code-block code-block-8\"><\/div>\n<p>Then, forty years later, at a farmers\u2019 market in Phoenix, I heard someone call my name.<\/p>\n<p>It was Caleb.<\/p>\n<p>We talked for hours. And for the first time in my life, someone didn\u2019t hesitate.<br \/>\nCaleb told me I was beautiful\u2014not despite my albinism, but exactly as God made me.<\/p>\n<p>Today, I\u2019m married to the boy who once stood beside me as a child.<\/p>\n<p>I was once left behind.<br \/>\nBut God never forgot me.<\/p>\n<p>I wasn\u2019t overlooked.<br \/>\nI was saved for the right moment.<br \/>\nAnd I was finally, fully chosen.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother\u2019s womb.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I grew up believing I was \u201ctoo different\u201d to ever be fully loved. Until God brought him back into my life. My name is Eliza<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2005,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2004","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-viral-article"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2004","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2004"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2004\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2006,"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2004\/revisions\/2006"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2005"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2004"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2004"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindfulescapades.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2004"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}